My whole life I’ve been told I am NOTHING without my virginity. And I lost it last year and nobody in my family knows. It was AMAZING and I kind of want to be a total slut and embrace it, but I don’t know how to do this without feelings dirty? I want to explore! He’s only the second person I’ve had sex with and I still get crap about reserving myself for my husband on my wedding night. PLEASE help me come to terms with being a slut without feeling as though I’m disowning my whole family’s hopes and dreams.